My Beta Reader (or, I don't know why this guy puts up with me, but I sure am glad he does)
When I agreed to do this event for Crystal's Many Reviewers I was torn between doing the interview and writing a guest post. Then I realised that getting interviewed would mean having to talk to an actual person, and I hastily clicked the little button for the guest post. A long sigh of relief followed, and I went about my day content in the knowledge that I'd once again avoided a taxing challenge. Until I got the list of prompts.
They were good questions, but they were hard as all hell. (Hard, hard, everything's hard in gay romance, or so my friend Kelly has been known to say.) The problem is, with certain questions I tend to either wax poetic, see: how much of yourself ends up in the story, or I get so damn vague that nobody knows what I'm talking about, see: story inspiration. Seriously, before you know it I'll be going off on the concept of creating reality from fiction just by writing it, and I have no doubt you'll think I should be committed. Although, if you know me, you probably already think I should.
I digress, though. My sanity isn't the subject matter I decided to tackle. Not here, anyway.
So after I spent several minutes stroking off—Questions! Stroking questions off the list! What is wrong with you people?!—I landed on this prompt:
"Beta readers, do you use them? How do you pick? Do you change up each book? How much weight do they carry in actually structuring the story?"
And it all clicked, and here we are.
There really is only one way to answer that first question: Hell yes, and not nearly as much as I'd like to use him. Don't tell his life partner that I said that, though.
I've tried to recall which short story it was that he beta'd on my behalf first, but for the life of me, I can't. I know the first one that I wrote and posted was for him, and it was based on our mutual love of co… uh… coffee shops. I know that he's read every single word that I've written, before I would ever think of publishing it, since 2012, and that includes everything from novels to blog posts.
So, no, I wouldn't ever consider changing up my Beta. Not for anything, to be honest. For one thing, I think he's actually arrived at the point where he doesn't sweat buckets over telling me that I've accidentally typed feet instead of teeth. And besides, he knows when to duck and/or weave at the right moment to avoid the balls of papers (staplers, mobile phones, bottles of lotion) that get launched at him.
Figuratively, of course… that's the other thing my Beta has going for him – there are miles and miles of both land and ocean between us, which renders him safe from my initial reactions of rage and hostility. (For now, my friend. For now. I'll get you and that demon to Canada yet. ;))
I'll answer the last part of that question in all seriousness, however. How much weight does his opinion hold to the structure of the story? A lot. A ton. A fuck-ton. It has to. He respects my work, he loves my characters, and he's taken the time before reading to understand what it is I'm trying to say, how I think it should be said, and why I need to say it. He's a reader, a supporter, and wants what's best for the story. He wants me to succeed. I wouldn't give him the story or ask for his opinion if he didn't, and he wouldn't take the time to do it otherwise.
A Beta is the first step on the path between creation and publication. If I'm not going to give his words credence, how in the hell am I going to manage with a publisher, an editor, or a reviewer? Maybe it helps that he's a friend of mine. Maybe it makes a difference that I know he holds no ulterior motives or misconceptions on my own motives. All I know for sure is that the kind of feedback you can get from someone who truly cares about your words is priceless. I know he bleeds when he has to tell me something should be corrected. And I know it damn near kills him to have to say that he doesn't think I'm headed in the right direction with a scene. But he still says it, because he cares about the end result. That is what a writer needs from a Beta. That's the whole point.
See, the right Beta makes sure the first few steps you take on that slippery, god-forsaken trek of ground between the Writing World and That Which Comes Beyond are solid and strong ones. They're like physiotherapy after an accident – this might hurt, but trust me, the pain you're going to feel without it will be threefold. Tenfold. A thousandfold. They're like that buddy that looks down at your sorry, hung-over ass and tells you to get out of bed and drink some damn water, even though they know they're about to get a pillow launched at their head, because the day is only going to start getting better once you do. It's a tough job, and it's a hard job, but it is by no means a thankless one. Not from me, anyway. I have few things I can pass on in return, but my thanks are always one of them. Even if I'm having to sop up the blood from my dripping pride while I'm doing it.
In all actuality, he does get rewarded for his efforts. In exchange for all of this work, he gets a signed, inscribed copy of my print novel. That's totally fair for hours of work, a ton of stress, and the unbearable agony of having to tell a friend they've done something wrong, right?
Actually, he "insists" this is something he "enjoys" and that he's "thrilled" to do it.
Yes, don't worry, his partner and I are considering getting him some therapy.
When they get to Canada. ;)
AF Henley <3
Henley was born with a full-blown passion for run-on sentences, a zealous indulgence in all words descriptive, and the endearing tendency to overuse punctuation. Since the early years Henley has been an enthusiastic writer, from the first few I-love-my-dog stories to the current leap into erotica. A self-professed Google genius, Henley lives for the hours spent digging through the Internet for ‘research purposes’ which, more often than not, lead seven thousand miles away from first intentions but bring Henley to new discoveries and ideas that, once seeded, tend to flourish.
Henley has been proudly publishing with Less Than Three Press since 2012, and has been writing like mad ever since—an indentured servant to the belief that romance and true love can mend the most broken soul. Even when presented in prose.
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