After graduating from
high school early, twenty-year-old Philippe Bergeron spent the past
several years lost among the stars while fishing off the New England
coast. A shoulder injury ends his dream of living reclusively on the
water, and he finds himself lost among the bright lights of New York
City. His older brother, Henri, has asked Philippe to chaperone his
seventeen-year-old niece, Sophie, on her tours of the city's legendary
dance programs.
Sophie meets with professional dancer and choreographer, Dario Pereira, to prepare a routine for her college auditions. Dario’s cool perfection and immaculate style contrast with Philippe’s awkward scruffiness, but it wakes desires Philippe thought he’d left behind. When the attraction is surprisingly returned, Dario’s confidence won’t let Philippe remain invisible. Unsure but curious, Philippe relaxes his rule of isolation, and as the summer progresses, his relationship with Dario leads him to a surprising discovery of his submissive sexual tendencies and a greater sense of self-awareness.
Tragedy threatens to destroy the connections Philippe has made and forces him to retreat into the shadows of his past, far from the radiance of Dario’s love. Ultimately, he must decide if it is time to stop hiding and set himself free.
Sophie meets with professional dancer and choreographer, Dario Pereira, to prepare a routine for her college auditions. Dario’s cool perfection and immaculate style contrast with Philippe’s awkward scruffiness, but it wakes desires Philippe thought he’d left behind. When the attraction is surprisingly returned, Dario’s confidence won’t let Philippe remain invisible. Unsure but curious, Philippe relaxes his rule of isolation, and as the summer progresses, his relationship with Dario leads him to a surprising discovery of his submissive sexual tendencies and a greater sense of self-awareness.
Tragedy threatens to destroy the connections Philippe has made and forces him to retreat into the shadows of his past, far from the radiance of Dario’s love. Ultimately, he must decide if it is time to stop hiding and set himself free.
Just being
teenagers.
“You’re crazy about
her, aren’t you?”
Once again glad for
my beard because I was sure that I was blushing to an embarrassing shade of
red, I nodded. “You caught me smiling at her, huh?”
“She’s very lucky
to have an uncle who cares so much.” Dario sipped his tea, seemingly a bit
caught up in his own thoughts.
“Believe me, I’m
just as lucky.” I had already scarfed down two cookies and was contemplating a
third.
“I believe you.” He
looked at me very directly, meaning his words.
Tonight Dario’s
hair was what I’d call messy and boyish. It seemed that he hadn’t taken the
time to gel it up into its usual tuft-thing. Honestly, he looked hot both ways,
like he was a runway model for two different fashion lines, but his hair
falling softly around his face like this made me want to touch it.
“Sophie says you’re from Somerville.”
“She’s correct. But
it was not the best time of my life, so I don’t talk about it a lot. Foster
care was… was challenging for me.”
“You were in foster
care? How’d you ever manage to get trained so well in dance? I mean, my brother
spends a fortune on dance for Sophie. How’d you manage to pay for it as a
foster child?” As soon as the question was out of my mouth, I regretted it. I’d
been too bold. On impulse, my hand lifted to cover my overly loose lips.
Our eyes met, and I
braced myself for his expected annoyance, but he surprised me. His stare was
actually less prickly than usual. “Scholarships, mainly. First off, I was very
good, and second, boys at ballet schools are always heavily in demand, for
partnering.”
Dario wasn’t the
world’s most humble man, but if he’d been meek and modest, he probably wouldn’t
be where he was right now. “So what are you doing now, besides lessons with
Sophie?”
I watched as
Dario’s spine stiffened. He was as every bit as unwilling to share his private
life as I was. “In short, I’m doing whatever it takes to make it.”
“To ‘make it’?”
“I want to end up
in a top modern dance company. I don’t have enough training yet, and I cannot
afford out-of-state college tuition to get it, but the only place I want to be
is in New York City so I can audition for all of the notable modern companies.
So I share an apartment in Harlem with a number of other dancers, and I work my
ass off to pay for it. And in my free time, I take classes. Been at this since
I graduated high school a few years ago.”
“So when did you
graduate from high school?”
“Three years ago in
June…and I’ve been working to build a name for myself here in the city ever since.
I’m nearly twenty-two years old, though many people say I look younger.”
“You act much
older.”
Dario smiled at me
knowingly.
“Do you have any
family support at all?”
In an effort to
slam the door on that topic, the man shook his head hard a couple of times.
“There’s just me.”
Mia Kerick is the
mother of four exceptional children—all named after saints—and five
nonpedigreed cats—all named after the next best thing to saints, Boston Red Sox
players. Her husband of twenty years has been told by many that he has the
patience of Job, but don’t ask Mia about that, as it is a sensitive subject.
Mia focuses her
stories on the emotional growth of troubled men and their relationships, and
she believes that sex has a place in a love story, but not until it is firmly
established as a love story. As a teen, Mia filled spiral-bound notebooks with
romantic tales of tortured heroes (most of whom happened to strongly resemble
lead vocalists of 1980s big-hair bands) and stuffed them under her mattress for
safekeeping. She is thankful to Dreamspinner Press for providing her with an
alternate place to stash her stories.
Mia is proud of her
involvement with the Human Rights Campaign and cheers for each and every
victory made in the name of marital equality. Her only major regret: never
having taken typing or computer class in school, destining her to a life
consumed with two-fingered pecking and constant prayer to the Gods of
Technology.
My themes I always write about:
Sweetness. Unconventional love, tortured/damaged heroes- only love can save
them.
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