I am a slut. No worries. I've come to terms
with it, and you will too. I’m not one of those girls who thinks she’s
too plain, too fat, too skinny, too shy … no, I don’t have that kind of
luck. I’m the girl who knows she’s just right for everyone. — Denver
A reputation as a manwhore–with–a–heart–of–gold
tends to precede me. But, I don’t do girls with issues, that is until
this girl. It's this girl I want to fix. This girl I want to protect.
And maybe … more. — Ransom
Being in love with the same girl your entire life
isn't all it's cracked up to be. She uses me in every way imaginable.
How does she see me? I am her perpetual one-night stand. No strings, no
attachments. Just mind-numbing sex ... for her anyway. — Greer
Feeling like the life is being choked out of her
in the small town of Anaconda, Montana, Denver Dempsey craves the escape
that college offers … even if that means leaving her “best friend with
benefits” and looking for a new way to forget. Thinking she's found the
perfect hookup in Ransom, Denver's outlook on college is bright. That
is, until Greer shows up looking for a second chance, and Ransom's
interest turns to hatred.
Love. Hate. Triangle.
Who's using who?
The more books I read by Lynetta Halat, the more I am
convinced that they lady is an unstoppable force. I finish each book thinking “that was better
than the last!” and start each new book thinking “this can’t be better than the
previous one, no way!” But it always
is. And “Used” is, in my opinion, her
best work yet.
Denver is a fractured soul.
Living with her mother and her mother’s myriad of male suitors, she’s
not been lead to believe that she’s not worth much. Her own father basically calls her a whore
when telling her that she’s just like her mother, who is a woman who uses men
for personal gain. Then there’s Greer,
her best friend. He would do anything
for her, and for one perfect summer when they were in High School they shared a
perfect love, then it all goes to hell.
Denver is accosted by her newish stepfather, and while he doesn’t
succeed in assaulting her, he does more damage than anyone can know. He makes her feel that she is the epitome of
what everyone believes she is: a tease, a slut, a floozy. She decides if that’s what people want to
believe, then that’s what they’ll get. The
thing is she’s not a floozy. There’s
only ever been Greer for her, but she keeps him at arm’s length in order, she
thinks, to protect him from her poisonous soul.
When she leaves for college she thinks she’s making a new start, but
Greer follows her there. Enter
Ransom. The big man on campus that every
woman wants to be with and every man wants to be. A tentative friendship builds between Denver
and Ransom; and Greer convinces Denver to give their relationship a real
shot. But what will happen when ugly
secrets are revealed and not all is what it appears, not just for Denver, but
for Greer and Ransom too?
One of the many great things about this book was the setting
for me. I don’t know much about rodeo,
or barrel racing or bull riding, but this book introduced me to that lifestyle
and it was intriguing! Plus, it’s romantic. I think that kind of environment builds up
men to be larger than life, and women to embody the power and grace of the
beasts they control. It added an element
to this book that I hadn’t encountered before.
I mean sure, I’ve read westerns and cowboy stories, but this had a
completely different feel to it. It’s
like a western sports romance in a way.
However, we are talking about a Lynetta Halat book here, so you know
that like an onion, there are many layers to this story that get slowly peeled
away. The bucking broncos and rodeo
princesses only comprise the surface to this absorbing and surprising read.
The best part of this author’s books for me in the
characterization. There is just something about the characters in Used that are
so real, so raw, so vulnerable and yet so human. They are not romantic caricatures, they are
real and they are strugglin’! What’s interesting about Denver is that for a
female romantic lead, she is so deep into her own self-deprecation that she
can’t see what really is in front of her.
I think it’s rare to have a female lead be this screwed up! And man, is Denver ever screwed up. Denver is
the definition of self-fulfilling prophecy, yet she’s not. I’m telling you, it’s hard to peg to her down
but complicated does not ever begin to describe her.
Greer…oh, Greer. He
is a good guy. You will read this book
and you may want to kill him at points, but he is absolutely to the bottom of
his heart a good guy. And he loves
Denver with every inch of that heart.
Greer’s problem is that he is pulled so far into Denver’s solar system
that he loses his own light, and gets sucked right into her darkness. You see how this impacts him throughout the
book. Try as he may to fight against Denver’s
gravity, in the end it smacks him right in the face. It is heartbreaking. Luckily, there’s more to tell about Greer in
the next two books, and I can’t wait to read more. He deserves retribution, and he deserves to
make his own light again.
Now for Ransom. He is
the resident man of mystery here.
There’s so much we don’t know about Ransom. He’s got a deep story, that’s
for sure and I have very little patience when thinking about waiting to find
out more about the surprising and mysterious Ransom. Suffice to say, you’ll like him…a lot. Perhaps even in an unhealthy way. Let me just say this: I have NOT, I repeat
NOT, spent an unhealthy amount of time watching bull riders on YouTube since
finishing this book. No sir, not me.
I’ve heard a lot of people describe this book as a love
triangle and while there are elements to the love triangle in this, it’s not
your classic kind. Actually, I’m not
sure you can expect to expect anything out of this book. It is surprising on many levels to say the
least. It’s unlike anything I’ve read,
well, ever.
I have never finished
a Lynetta Halat book with dry eyes, and I don’t consider myself much of a book
crier. But she just knows how to write a
character that speaks to the reader’s soul.
This entire book is just one long, nearly-Greek tragedy. So many
missteps, so much left unsaid, so many things assumed, so many doubts. I can’t wait to see how it all comes
together. I have a feeling that this
series will go down as one of the best of this genre. 5 Stars.
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