***Contains explicit
sexual content (including multiple partners and gender pairings) and
mature situations which could be trigger-inducing for some readers.***
Catherine O’Chancey is a reserved, demure, and graceful submissive. All traits she trained hard to enhance when she discovered the world of Dominance and submission in college. In an attempt to start fresh after the unexpected death of her last Dom, Catherine moves to Dallas, TX to escape the shroud of darkness he left behind in her life. She has tried to fight the need that resides deep within her to submit, but finally has to admit she can’t for it is not a choice, but part of who she truly is. After months of mental preparation, she ventures back into the lifestyle by attending a coveted open-night event at Dungeons and Dreams, an exclusive BDSM club.
Is it fate or coincidence that Catherine garners the attention of one of the club’s board members who happens to be on the hunt for the perfect sub – a partner who enjoys receiving pain and pleasure as much as he enjoys doling it out?
Jayden Masterson is many things: a firm Dom, a shrewd businessman, and a gentleman. What he isn’t, is someone who partakes in relationships outside of contractual ones with his multiple, un-collared, regular submissives. While he likes rough sex, he is not an animal, and can find pleasure only if it is consensual. What his harem is missing is a pain slut; could there be one in his future?
Upon meeting Catherine, Jayden feels an instantaneous spark inside him that has him wanting to know not just her body, but her mind. He wants to unravel her mysteries and discover her secrets. Through pain can they find the pleasure they seek? Can part-time pain lovers find full-time fulfillment when it’s not in their contract?
Catherine O’Chancey is a reserved, demure, and graceful submissive. All traits she trained hard to enhance when she discovered the world of Dominance and submission in college. In an attempt to start fresh after the unexpected death of her last Dom, Catherine moves to Dallas, TX to escape the shroud of darkness he left behind in her life. She has tried to fight the need that resides deep within her to submit, but finally has to admit she can’t for it is not a choice, but part of who she truly is. After months of mental preparation, she ventures back into the lifestyle by attending a coveted open-night event at Dungeons and Dreams, an exclusive BDSM club.
Is it fate or coincidence that Catherine garners the attention of one of the club’s board members who happens to be on the hunt for the perfect sub – a partner who enjoys receiving pain and pleasure as much as he enjoys doling it out?
Jayden Masterson is many things: a firm Dom, a shrewd businessman, and a gentleman. What he isn’t, is someone who partakes in relationships outside of contractual ones with his multiple, un-collared, regular submissives. While he likes rough sex, he is not an animal, and can find pleasure only if it is consensual. What his harem is missing is a pain slut; could there be one in his future?
Upon meeting Catherine, Jayden feels an instantaneous spark inside him that has him wanting to know not just her body, but her mind. He wants to unravel her mysteries and discover her secrets. Through pain can they find the pleasure they seek? Can part-time pain lovers find full-time fulfillment when it’s not in their contract?
I can only start out by saying Jayden is my number one fictional
boyfriend. I just freaking adore this man. I was hooked on the very first
chapter, the attraction and interaction between Jayden and Catherine/Erin was
intense.
Catherine, or Erin, as she is also called, had just escaped a
horrible situation with a former Dom. Battered and scared, she still decided
the life style of BDSM was what she needed in her life. Gathering the
courage and saving the money to go to an open night at the BDSM club she stands
in line waiting to get in. This is when she sees the handsome Jayden
walking to the front of the line. She knows her role as a sub, so she peeks at
him with respect.
Jayden had pretty much given up on the idea of finding an
appropriate sub for himself, but he felt he would give the open night at the
club one more chance. Sure he had two others in his life that he could
use for a quick release, but he longed for a sub that could handle and desire
the same things he did……….PAIN. He spots Catherine in line and arranges for her
to be admitted into the club quickly. Did he finally find a trained sub who
knew how to show her Master respect? It appeared that Catherine could be
his dream comes true from just the way she stood in line and glanced at him.
Jayden can’t figure out why Catherine overwhelms him but he
knows she is carrying a lot of baggage from her past and he is determined to
find out what it is she is hiding. Does trying to help her heal and move
forward really fit into his plans? Catherine knows she is falling in love
with Jayden, but he made it clear that he wasn’t looking for forever, he just
needed a current submissive now and a contract to provide the security that
would last a few weeks or months. So how does she handle her emotions and heart
when her head is telling her that she can trust him and please him in all of
his desires?
Through this book we find what Catherine endured at the hands of
her former Dom, the horrific things that was done to her and it proves that she
is one strong fighter. The author does a wonderful job of showing us the
emotional transitions that Jayden and Catherine go through. Her description of
events and characters are so well developed, it was easy to visualize what was
happening. Make sure you read this one first and then A Divine Life. I am
dying to get the third book Surreal, coming soon.
For the
next hour, Jayden shifted topics in the questioning. Sometimes his questions
were in regards to Spencer, other times he asked about childhood memories. The
whole time he monitored the bullet, watching her skin tone and breathing so he
knew when it was getting to be too much or taking her too close to an orgasm.
Together
they worked the first memory out of her. When she was done talking, her cheeks
were tear soaked, and Jayden felt nauseous. Spencer had not been a Dom. He’d
been an abuser, and Catherine had been nothing more than a worthless object to
him. The time had come to welcome her back into the true meaning of the
Lifestyle; Jayden could wait no longer.
The
Dominant stood and freed the velvet box which contained the length of black
pearls from his pocket. Attached near the clasp was a small charm engraved with
a four-leaf clover for outer appearance while the back of the charm was etched
with Jayden’s initials and a triskelion—the
emblem of their Lifestyle.
“Catherine,”
he said standing before her. “Will you allow me to collar you?”
There was
nothing ritualistic about it, just straight to the point. Jayden wanted her;
wanted to have a hand in her life full-time, even if they played just on the
weekends. He was offering to be there when she was happy and when she was sick.
Protection within the community would be provided by him. More than anything:
he was stating that he wanted her.
Catherine
met his gaze and smiled before she slipped from the chair to take a proper
position on her knees for the occasion.
“Aye, Sir.
To serve you will be divine,” she answered, and Jayden could tell her heart
raced within her chest—much like his own.
He fastened
the choker around her neck, allowing the pads of his fingertips to linger
against her soft skin a moment longer than necessary, and then he kissed her
lips.
“I’ve
chosen black pearls for your collar because of all this particular treasure has
to endure for its inner beauty to shine, and for its rarity. You are my pearl,
my jewel, and you’re servitude will always be surreal.”
***Contains explicit
sexual content (including multiple partners and gender pairings) and
mature situations which could be trigger-inducing for some readers.***
Over the past year of being Jayden Masterson’s collared submissive, Catherine O’Chancey has worked through the mental terrors left behind by her old Dom — or at least she thinks she has. To celebrate their collaring anniversary, Jayden organizes a special day, during which her final fantasies will be realized and her limits tested. Will it prove to be more than she can handle? Can she endure the erotic onslaught her mind and body will experience and survive unscathed?
While Catherine faces these dark shadows and pleasurable highs, Jayden will find his own inner strength being tested, too. He has come to realize that, somewhere along the way, Catherine has taken possession of his heart, mind, and body. Now, he faces his biggest challenge ever; he must let go of all his submissives but one: his jewel, Catherine. Can he leave his philandering ways behind? Has he made the ultimate mistake by putting his jewel into the hands of others? Will his gift to Catherine wind up costing him the one thing that has ever meant something real to him?
Jayden has helped Catherine heal from past wrongs and chase away the nightmares. In return, Catherine has shown him what it means to care for someone beyond mere sexual gratification. Their strengthening bond as Master and submissive has paved the way for deeper emotions — if they can find the courage to open up to each other.
Join Catherine and Jayden for an emotion packed weekend that could forever change the future of their relationship. This could be their best chance at love, but first both Dom and sub must gain control over the one thing they can’t put in a collar: their deepest doubts and fears. For this kind of healing, the necessary treatment must be mutually given. Is it too late to erase some old scars?
Over the past year of being Jayden Masterson’s collared submissive, Catherine O’Chancey has worked through the mental terrors left behind by her old Dom — or at least she thinks she has. To celebrate their collaring anniversary, Jayden organizes a special day, during which her final fantasies will be realized and her limits tested. Will it prove to be more than she can handle? Can she endure the erotic onslaught her mind and body will experience and survive unscathed?
While Catherine faces these dark shadows and pleasurable highs, Jayden will find his own inner strength being tested, too. He has come to realize that, somewhere along the way, Catherine has taken possession of his heart, mind, and body. Now, he faces his biggest challenge ever; he must let go of all his submissives but one: his jewel, Catherine. Can he leave his philandering ways behind? Has he made the ultimate mistake by putting his jewel into the hands of others? Will his gift to Catherine wind up costing him the one thing that has ever meant something real to him?
Jayden has helped Catherine heal from past wrongs and chase away the nightmares. In return, Catherine has shown him what it means to care for someone beyond mere sexual gratification. Their strengthening bond as Master and submissive has paved the way for deeper emotions — if they can find the courage to open up to each other.
Join Catherine and Jayden for an emotion packed weekend that could forever change the future of their relationship. This could be their best chance at love, but first both Dom and sub must gain control over the one thing they can’t put in a collar: their deepest doubts and fears. For this kind of healing, the necessary treatment must be mutually given. Is it too late to erase some old scars?
I am so attached to Catherine and Jayden. I rarely fan girl
over a book, okay there are a few series that I have instructed my husband to
bury me with, but this is certainly a book that didn’t take much time to win a
piece of my heart.
I would strongly advise you
read the first book in this series To Serve is Divine. Just in case you start
with this one first, you will be able to tell from page on there is something
deep in this relationship. Oh it started off with sex, I mean HOT sex,
but there was clearly an emotional connection. With every scene I was
able to see the relationship develop more and grow into something so strong and
looking towards forever. Jayden displayed such concern and love for Catherine
but it was clear she had something deep in her past that made her unsure how
lovable she could be to him. There were a few flashbacks of her past that
we saw in this book that showed she has come a long way in the world of trust
but I never doubted her love and loyalty and desire to please Jayden.
This was a story of pushing
yourself to test new waters, see what your limits really are, not what you have
imposed on yourself out of fear or lack of knowledge. It was also a story
of power and strength to overcome the baggage that you carry from your past and
emerge into the person you were meant to be. Jayden showed us what love
can do when you put the other person before your own wishes and comforts.
He was willing to give Catherine her chance to experience her dreams and
fantasies, do it without his supervision because he put her first.
Ms. Hargrave has given me
another power couple that I will be following for a long time. She was
able to hook me on page one and never let go. To see the love connection
between Catherine and Jayden reaffirms my belief in true commitment to
another...and what love really is.
Catherine
was locked into position: hands tied above her head, legs spread wide with
knees bent, the mock cock buried deep in her ass. Her sex was stretched
slightly open, and she could feel the edge of the table pressing just under the
bottom of her ass, bound as she was to the edge of the table. The dildo was the
one thing keeping her from slipping off. Catherine felt like a slut; she felt
like a seductress, and she felt beautiful in her submission for her Master—even
if he wasn’t there.
The camera
came to life, surrounding her with its audible preservation of every emotion on
her face, leaving no part of her hidden but her eyes.
Shawn
returned to her side and flipped her skirt up so that, once again, Catherine
was on full display. A cool breeze traipsed over her left nipple when he tugged
the blouse down, catching it under her breast.
A single
camera click chirped before a sharp, repetitive beeping broke into the serenity
of the afternoon.
“Well,
shit!” huffed Shawn. “Sorry, doll, my battery just died on the camera. I need
to run back inside and grab my spare.”
“Um, Shawn,
please don’t leave me out here alone. You’ve got enough pictures, right?”
Catherine could feel her nerves rolling in her stomach, souring it. Her heart
pounded in her chest. She didn’t want any more surprises; she just wanted to
get the damn blindfold off!
“It won’t
take but a minute. I’ll be right back, okay?” He patted her leg, and she
whimpered. “Don’t go anywhere!” Shawn instructed, laughing at her expense;
because really, where the fuck was she going to go?
“Shawn.” A
door closed, and Catherine had to assume it was the door back into the
building. “Shawn!”
Oh, you have got to be kidding me! He did not just
leave me out here like this. I know he made sure everything was secure, but so
help me; if I slip off this table, I’m going to kick his ass!
“Shawn?”
She tried one more time. Nope, the fucker was gone. “Well, fuck me!” she
growled to the trees.
A twig
snapped behind Catherine.
“I think I
just might do that,” came a low whisper.
R.E. Hargrave lives on the outskirts of Dallas, TX where she prides herself on being a domestic engineer. Married to her high school sweetheart, together they are raising three children from elementary age to college age. She is an avid reader, a sometimes quilter and now, a writer. Other hobbies include gardening and a love of a music.
A native 'mutt,' Hargrave has lived in New Hampshire, Pennsylvania, South Carolina, Alabama, Texas, and California. She is fond of setting her stories on location in South Carolina and Texas, but it’s anybody's guess as to what the genre will be!
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